Shattered

"how many times can i brake till i'm shattered?'

Receiving trials results is heart breaking at times. My heart feels like a glass that has been shattered for the umpth-teen time. Now i am picking up the broken pieces and mending them together. Will i am be that phoenix that rise from the ashes? Or i am really just a lump of ashes? Self doubt fills me right now. Even oreo mudpie mcflurry won't help this time. .