This is...the story of Physics..

Week One back in college presented me with nothing but work. It was fun though to be able to meet back with friends and acquaintances to share stories of our holidays. But other than that was just more work. It is the final semester for all ALM9-ers, which meant that idling around and procrastination are clearly not wise options anymore.

First there is Unit 6 of Biology, which I am still rather clueless about. I have thought of plenty of ideas, but have not come up with anything solid and conclusive. The dateline is drawing nearer each day and by hook or by crook, I need an idea BADLY.

Then there is Physics, a subject that makes me think that I am really a BIG hypocrite. When Julius handed me the 6 exam papers one by one on the way back from college, I nearly fainted at the sight of the horrible marks. It got me thinking over the same silly question over again on Friday-Should I take Physics? I know that in just weeks I have to give my answer to my Head of Programme about this and I can't believe that I do not have one yet.

To let go would be a BIG relieve to me but to do so would be to give up the challenge. And I have swore never to give up on anything I did ever since the "black and white keys" incident. Gosh, but I am not even sure if I am ready for the challenge looking at my recent test marks! I love learning Physics but at some times I just can't stand it![Now you'd concur with me about how Physics has bring hypocrisy into the centre of my life!]

Of course, at the end of everything, there is trials and A Levels exams to worry about. Actually, when I look at it overall, the only thing that seems to be bugging me about this is Physics. All in my head is "How to study Physics on time?", "Shall I do Physics today?", "Ok, where do I start in Physics?". BRRRRRAHHHH!!! Oh there is another reason why I refuse to let go, because I have gone this far and spent too much time on it that it seems not worth it to let go. =/

I realized that I rant a lot about Physics but yet I still take it and am happy to learn about it. Bleh...hypocrisy again.