This conversation took place somewhere during the end of October 2007. We were studying for our SPM exam, something that we once thought was the most terrifying event of our lives. Well, some of us thought so and I was one the some.
Hazel: I wonder where will we be one year from now..
Esther: Aaaiiiya, that’s simple. One year from now, me, you, Zhen, Jen Nee, Vanu and all will still be as busy as today preparing for our AS Exams in
My naïve answer was only true for some of us. Who would have known that 365 days after that conversation, all of us have such different lifestyles? Yes, Zhen, Vanu and Hazel were preparing for their AS Exams in
Change is to become different or to move from one to another. Trust me, nobody likes changes. Even the most adventurous and flexible person in the world would feel uncomfortable about certain changes. It is just to what level we dislike changes. If the level is high, then we are considered less adaptable and vice versa. I like a little bit of flexibility in my life but too much changes often scares me and yet there is no better word to describe my 2008 with the word “CHANGE”. There have been so many changes to my life this year. But I am sure this is the year of change for almost everyone of my age. In fact, some of us are not even in
This will be a long post, so just try and keep up. =)
January-Month of orientation
This year started with the excitement of college. It was hard switching into geek mode just after one month from the most terrifying event in high school. Vanu, Jen Nee, Hazel and I had a pre-college outing to Sunway to celebrate our last moments of freedom. The big change began on Jan 7 where we joined 700+ students to begin what we call as college life. I did not know what to expect for A-Levels and all I know is that: IT AIN’T EASY. It was not easy really keeping up with so much homework and around so many intelligent people. Suddenly, I felt so small and inarticulate and all that high-school-confidence just flew out of the window. Insecurities filled me, followed by more kiasuism when you find out that everybody could do that easy Maths question you could not solve even after burning the
February-Month of knowing people and separation
I would not say that the endless amount of homework has come to an end but at least now we were more comfortable with each other in class. I was still a bit clannish with the ex-sri amanians but we started to get to know each other. This was the start of a great friendship with cucumbers for Valentine’s Day and random class lunch and class song and lame jokes.. lol. My brother also left for
March-Month of results, election and driving
Everyday we patiently waited for that day. No, not the March 8 elections but the day SPM results were announced. There were several false alarms that added to the fear we had about our results. I still remembered the day I got my results. How we waited patiently and how we had either tears of joy or sadness after everything was over. How I was practically jumping up and down like a psycho telling my mum through the phone. Then, we return to college and were all too afraid to compare our results but slowly we did. I also got know more of my classmates of PM4. I also went for my driving test and was so nervous that I puked in the toilet 15 minutes before.(I blame it on gassy drinks on an empty stomach). Oh do not worry. I passed=).
April-Month of applications, interviews and scholarships
It was that time of the year to file up all our certificates and prepare ourselves for scholarship interviews. Scholarship was important to me as it was my only way out to realize my dream to be a doctor. We send in our applications either by mail or online and kept our hopes up high. It was also a compulsory thing for all applicants for medicine to attend hospital attachment. I did my hospital attachment in Hospital Putrajaya and something important happened on the first day. I sat next to a girl with a serious and determined look (sorry la that was my 1st impression about you marr..=P) when we were sorted out into our groups. I knew her as Elsha. It was again a start of a close friendship. We attended interviews next and each of us had our own way of preparing ourselves for interview. I met a girl named Nisha who was born on the same day as me. Before I left the interview place, I remember telling her: “If our fate intertwines, we might meet each other again”. April was also spiced up with Taymun since SG-Taymun Conference was held.
June-Month of relatives, exams, separation and preparation
My cousin and her family from
July-Month of adapting, repetition and reunion
I went through college orientation again. Lol. I got to know more people and this time it was a more rewarding experience as I get to know people from almost all states in Malaysia!=D. Then college started and resumed. For me, it was just a change of location whereas everything else stayed the same. I started to learn independence and a lot of financial management since my mum has stopped giving me any pocket money. I grew closer to my housemates and we have dinner together almost everyday. Elena came home to
August-Month of birthdays, reunions and club elections
It was meeting up with high school friends again to celebrate Jen Nee’s birthday together. Everyone’s birthday was considered a big thing this year since we were all touching the age of adulthood. Jen Nee’s birthday was celebrated with ice-cream cakes and mummified emperors..lol. Then came more birthdays. Most probably because August was a “fertile” month back in 1990.=P ALMEC started promoting the idea of High Committee and next thing I knew, I was running for the High Committee. I pasted flyers on toilet doors at eye levels, distributed name tags to convince people to vote for me and I stayed up until
September-Month of separation, randomness and musicals
On the 21st of September, my best friend Jen Nee left for
October-Month of stress
Everyone in Intec was stress as the final examinations were only a month away. A lot of time was spent on studying, preparing presentations and getting projects done. I also had a horrible food poisoning until I am now still anti-mozzarella and can only indulge in cheese found in cheesecakes and pizzas. I attended Vanu’s open house and manage to catch up with high school friends. Most of us seemed to appreciate the simplicity of the high-school life we use to have. This month, I set my mind on taking Physics as an extra subject.
November-Month of nerding and mischief
Exams were less than 2 weeks away and I returned early to my hostel because I felt I could concentrate better there. I studied like mad especially for Physics. Every one of us was stressed and had unique ways of dealing with it. Exams came and went after all and it was finally the end of our 1st semester. We had almost 2 months of holidays and when I reached home, I was so tired until I started to act a bit irresponsible. I got a lot of nagging from my mum and even got scolded once. Elsha reached her legal age on the 26th of November and Nicole and I celebrated with her in Mid Valley. We had lunch TWICE that day! I also met up with PM4 twice, once in Sunway and another to visit my Bio teacher’s newborn child.
December-Month of jakun-ness, reunions, new additions and thankfulness, oh and the anti-mall syndrome
I discovered a lot of KL routes this holiday. I paid more attention to road signs when my dad drives us down to KL and I am now more aware of KL’s confusing bunch of roads. (I am still a beginner though). I was also allowed to go to KL with my friends and Hazel helped me discover a cheaper train route to Sungei Wang. I explored a small part of KL and managed to find my way on foot from KLCC to Pavilion. I also visited Malacca for the 1st time in my life and saw many interesting stuff. I went to the KL
Overall 2008 was a meaningful year for me which is why I have to blog about it. I have learned a lot this year especially the part where life is not as simple as black and white anymore. There are so many shades of grey in life I experience this year. All I can hope for 2009 is a more meaningful and fruitful year!=D And I wish you all the same!=D
This year, I will not be following my usual tradition on New Year’s Eve to watch fireworks amongst crowded people. In fact, no fireworks in the world can beat what I will experience on New Year’s Eve this year. HE is coming home.=D=D=D


